I like to write stories, and fiction rather than non fiction. So, today it's about a character, a fictional character, in search of whom, everyone is busy. Yes, I pretend that way, because it happens with me every time since the day I was born. So, here's my character that can also relate to yourself, sometimes. The character, complicated one, thus described as to the point-ly as I can.
This character, always follows me. I don't know whether it is to remind me to be sad for doing something wrong to other characters, which are real and sealed in the envelope of my life, or it is to remind me to be proud for always being myself and for having trust and confidence every time. This character, I know nothing about it. I don't know if I expect it to be me or someone else.
When I read anything about any character, or just find some noble deed in someone, it's always in the containment of this character. And then it's like, after its turn, I become the follower. I try to take those noble work in me. The character is having all these and always lives with me, but I can not find it whenever it is the need of earning some deeds from it. It disappears and I have to call it if I remember it. Otherwise I do wrong deeds, which should not be done by me.
That character, may be defined as The Perfect Character, the ideal character, that no one can be! "No one is perfect! How can you expect that from him/her?" True it is. I do follow that character whenever I remember to call it during its missing time, otherwise its ALL perfections are never concluded in me!
So, if I forget to call it, to remind me of the noble deeds during problematic situations, how can I expect others to always be attentive for calling of their characters? Aren't we all the perfect people who forget to remind the karma's positivity? Aren't we responsible for ourselves and for other's reactions towards us? Isn't that perfect character is phrased in our lives as, "God is everywhere, in everyone. There should only be the presence of that vision." (There should only be the remembrance of calling Him out for the guidance of the path, for understanding the righteousness of certain Karma on certain time.)
This character, always follows me. I don't know whether it is to remind me to be sad for doing something wrong to other characters, which are real and sealed in the envelope of my life, or it is to remind me to be proud for always being myself and for having trust and confidence every time. This character, I know nothing about it. I don't know if I expect it to be me or someone else.
When I read anything about any character, or just find some noble deed in someone, it's always in the containment of this character. And then it's like, after its turn, I become the follower. I try to take those noble work in me. The character is having all these and always lives with me, but I can not find it whenever it is the need of earning some deeds from it. It disappears and I have to call it if I remember it. Otherwise I do wrong deeds, which should not be done by me.
That character, may be defined as The Perfect Character, the ideal character, that no one can be! "No one is perfect! How can you expect that from him/her?" True it is. I do follow that character whenever I remember to call it during its missing time, otherwise its ALL perfections are never concluded in me!
So, if I forget to call it, to remind me of the noble deeds during problematic situations, how can I expect others to always be attentive for calling of their characters? Aren't we all the perfect people who forget to remind the karma's positivity? Aren't we responsible for ourselves and for other's reactions towards us? Isn't that perfect character is phrased in our lives as, "God is everywhere, in everyone. There should only be the presence of that vision." (There should only be the remembrance of calling Him out for the guidance of the path, for understanding the righteousness of certain Karma on certain time.)
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